Don't worry you aren't lost, still the same blog, just a new name.
After googling a few days ago I realised that there is another person with the name Sugar and Cyanide, though I've had this name for quite a few years now I'm not planning to ask her to change hers, I feel as if I may have outgrown it anyway :)
So to the young lady with my old name, welcome to it. I hope it brings you years of happiness :)
And welcome to my new name, Keeping Up With My Conqueror, named after my darling demon spawn ;)